I know that it is wrong of me to be going along with this. I was anorexic and bulemic when I was in high school and I only weighed like 90 lbs but, at the time it was the best thing that I had ever done for myself. I remember that I was so popular in high school and now that I am married and have children I feel that I am nothing and I feel that it is all due to my weight. I feel like a cow and would love to drop as much as possible and maybe my husband will think I am sexy again instead of watching all those skinny girls on porn he would want to be with me so if anyone has any ways to make myself throw up easier I would love to hear them.