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Does love at first sight exist???  — 2 years ago

I see this guy almost every day and find myself unusually attracted to him. The way he dresses, the way he just glances at me and especially his voice.

I have no idea who he is but I guess it’s not knowing that intrigues me. But then I always end up at the same question.
“how can I be so attrcted to someone that I don’t even know?”

And now I can’t stop thinking of him. Wondering if there is someone in his life. Wondering if he noticed me or is attracted to me.

I’m really scared of finding out the answers to these question as much as I’m terrified of not knowing.

Jul 24, 2006, 04:42AM PDT

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DivsSA is back on 43 things... :)

As quickly as it started... It ended

Last Sunday he broke up with me. It hurts so much coz I was starting to fall for him. We had a few problems with trust and it ended our relationship before we could work things out.

It’s so awkward now when I see him and we both just ignore each other. I didn’t trust him completely and maybe I had reason to, but now I will never know. He never assured me of what I meant to him and when I would question his feelings for me he would just get defensive and argue.

Things wouldn’t have worked out between us coz trust would have always been an issue. And he wasn’t the person I thought he was. When I first met him he was amazing then I really got to know him. I didn’t like the person he really was but i was happy with us.

Guess he wasn’t the one after all. But I’m a strong chic and I won’t let this hold be back. Every minute I think about what I could have done differently is a minute wasted. And I don’t have time to waste on someone that doesn’t want me.

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Sep 20, 2006, 11:07PM PDT

DivsSA is back on 43 things... :)

Can't say it's easy

It good to know that you haven’t forgotten about me. Well it took alot of guts to convince myself to take a chance. I even gave up at one time.
But I took it in my stride and spoke to him. He made me really happy when things where good between us and then came the “doubt”.

But it’s over now and I won’t allow myself to wallow in self-pity. Time is always moving and I have to keep up. He was a stepping stone in my life to better and greater things. And I’ve grateful that we were together even if it didn’t last and wasn’t meant to be.

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