I’m trying so hard to get better but i’ve realised my life is ruined.I had loads of friends in school and was happy now i have no friends at all.I’m so lonely.I cut myself and i have scars.They will never go away.Even if i do get better i’ll still be full of scars i’ll never be able to wear nice clothes and i’ll get questions all my life.When i go for a job i’ll need to explain why i wasn’t working while i wasn’t well.My life is totally ruined.Nothng will change it now,the damage is done…...
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We feel good and satisfied when we can serve somebody out of love. Just as you were serving your gran and felt happy by doing so, try to find again someone you can give your heart to, and your happiness will return.
Don’t wait until you have found someone in the external world, you can start already in the heart. Pray for the wellbeing of other people who are in need (of which there are so many), send them all your best wishes and love and you will feel the change immediately. Our hearts desire is to serve God in all intimacy, in the core of our heart.
