Benji is very happy to see Mari back!
that she has deleted her account. I am very sorry to see this, I think Red helped a lot of people on this site, and in her generosity I think she was kind of finding a way through her own troubles.
I hope she is sort of still hanging out here a bit and she sees this, if you do Red please get in touch let me know you are ok. Please? You have always been there for me when I was feeling a bit shit, and quite frankly I am worried now.