I think you’re doing the right thing, Ultimately, your obedience to God is what is important.
and Im sure, he would have you focus on him, and all things will be added unto you! hmmm, I know this… and Im trying to apply it… its not easy, how are you going with it?
btw, I was encouraged by your entries, they came at just the right time… today, I was thinking to myself… is what I want, right for me at this moment, is it ideal? is it beneficial to me… will I make the best of what Im given, will it be as beautiful as God intends if I do it in my timing.. and not his…
God has the most beautiful plan for our lives and even if it takes 40 years [going round in circles, in the desert! [and God forbid that] he is faithful and he will do as he says..
why then, do we fret exactly? He actually makes it really easy…
‘seek me first….’ what could be simpler…?