i hope to be clean one year on june 11. Its hard work this life on lifes tewrms stuff but it is getting easiar for me. Some Days are better than others. I spent the first seven months in treatment after a previous failed attempt. My cravings for heroin have stopped for today and im blessed that i havent had any in about three months. Although i do still have using dreams every so often but thats okay because im an addict and my addiction never sleeps. It requires vigialance and thanks to been able to finally surrender i have faith in NA and do my best on the suggested things. NA way is working for me. so far so good. I am truly blessed today and very grateful to my counsellors, sponsor and people in NA. More importantly my own miracle of been given open mindedness,honesty and willingness. Please dont ever let me out of here…Love Love Love to everybody. Just 4 today, Keep coming Back..

update:
just googling stuff and i came across this entry from last june…its now december 2007…and..wait for it..im still clean…18 months…yay…all thanks to the above and im still very very grateful for this gift of been able to deal with life on lifes terms without drugs….ah bless..hope to keep ye updated..it works if you work it..there is another way..na way..