lovetracee is going grocery shopping
i’ve always been self-conscious, but sometimes i can just forget about what i look like and go on like nothing is wrong. and then i catch a glimpse of myself in a picture that is truly disgusting. i don’t even recognize myself anymore, and i’m tired of trying to cover myself up with a sweatshirt all the time. i don’t ever feel pretty anymore. anyway, i’m tired of it all and i’m going for the rest of the weight that i’ve been slacking on. 70 lbs. may sound extreme, but it still puts me 4 lbs. above my minimum healthy weight. i know i can do this.
i am going to update montly with results, fallbacks, or revelations, heh. i’d rather break it down that way. i think it makes it more manageable, and it doesn’t seem like an impossibility.
so….here i go again. back on track, i hope. for good!
