and it wasnt a good dream. i need to tell you about it.
oh, and before we get going, i miss you. also, how do you do it all? you impress me.

in my dream, my family somehow lost the house. we had nowhere to live. i was separated from my family and had to figure out what to do.
i stayed the night in a kind of boarding house type deal. i came in late, slept on the floor of a room with wood paneling alone. when i woke up, i realized the owners of the place were a family i used to babysit for.
i needed a shower, so i go to seek it out.
other people live in this place, if only temporarily, and they are almost all single, middle-aged men who have to also shower and go to work.
the showers are like in locker rooms, that there are walls with spigots, and many can use it at once.
just when i am freaking out, my friend Kaitlyn’s mom appears, reminding everyone of the shower rule: everyone must be fully clothed.
while this releives me a little, i opt to wait until everyone has left the house as to avoid the whole situation.
before i can, however, someone tells me to get into the car and they drive me off to where i am to live.

they take me to RMC.

i didnt say anything to anyone in this whole dream. when i go to RMC, i was standing outside a building, there were a lot of people walking around, and i had one suitcase. some girl who told me her name was Tona came by and linked my arm with hers. she had dreads and a nose peircing. she walked me though the building, through many rooms, including one room that looked like a movie theatre without the screen, and the chairs in many directions, and a room with rows upon rows of arcade games.
she leads me into a staircase made of metal grating and into Jeremy’s office, because he is supposed to decide what to do with me.
i remember silently crying in his office, Tona leaving me, and jeremy going through desks and file cabinets, never once looking or speaking to me.
tona and some guy she was freinds with came and got me eventaully after standing there for a long time.

and thats all i remember.