So today i went to the doctor.
I had to have my ’’girly’’ parts examed lol!!
Thats not the point though.
The doctor REALLY upset me.
She asked if ive ever had sex and i said no because i never have before and i dont want to until im married.
Its not really bc of my religion its just a choice that ive made. I dont wanna get pregnant at a young age and i dont want any diseases. The doctor saw strech marks on my back.. Idk why i have them im not big i weigh 123 lbs at 5’4. 2 of my brothers have them and they are both STICKS but you get them from growing to quickly (im going somewhere with this i promise) The doctor asked me if ive ever been pregnant (im 14 years old) i said no!! She asked if i was sexually active i said no (bc im not) She didnt belive me though. EVEN AFTER SHE LOOKED.
She asked me THREE times if ive ever got prenant and miscarried the baby i said no!!! I yelled at her after a while bc she goes r u sure? I go yes.. i think i would know. & She didnt believe me i ran out of the doctor upset and crying she was really rude to me. My mom told me NOT to go outside.. So i wasnt going to but for some reason without even thinking i went outside anyways.. some guy walks by me and says its going to be alright and keeps walking (without knowing what was wrong) he turned around after he walked half way came back to me and said god wants me to pray with you.. may i? i said thats ok (stupid i know but i didnt know him) and he grabbed my hands and said im going to anyways and so he did so and at the end i said thank you and he said god bless you and walked away. Then me and my mom went in the evevator with him and he says you know.. your a special person god has a plan for you your going to do something great. HES THE 2ND PERSON TO COME UP TO ME AND SAY THAT!! Its amazing! He made my day!! Im going to pray ALOT more and im GOING to find out his plan for me!!!!