Gemma Does anyone want to employ me? lol

Beat my depression (read all 49 entries…)

I can't do this...  — 4 weeks ago

Not without him.

Not to mention the fact that I can’t get a job, I’m going to fail my A levels and not be allowed back into college next year. Seriously my whole life is falling apart right before my eyes. I can’t cope…

I don’t want to live anymore :’(

In the last couple of days I have managed to force myself not to jump in front of oncoming vehicles, and to stay away from the large packet of sleeping tablets but I don’t know how much longer I can resist these suicidal urges… :(

Jul 20, 03:17AM PDT 3 cheers

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[rainbow massacre] is failing and falling... and fighting for her life...

bear hug many hugs and cupcakes 4 u gemma!!

I wish there was more i could do for you…but ill say this i think your awsome and me n nacho would love to come and stalk you and attack you with cheese falvoured hugs and meybe even some canned cheese. Look after your self MUCHO HUGE BEAR HUGS

((HUGS))
Abi n nacho

Jul 21, 04:06AM PDT | Parent | Respond to this 1 cheer


 

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