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There again 10 months ago

Degradation at work. Again abusive employers, people born with a silver spoon in the mouth. Still hours less, and not paid though in contract. The ambiance is awful, super bad communiaction, horrible phone call. So I’ll leave. I’ll have to find another job again. nce more I fell on abuse people, but I think it’s human nature, they always want more. Two months ago they told me they left on holiday (out of scholar schedule), 18 hours less on a half time… Now last evening, at past 9pm, they told me I wouldn’t work today, 10 hours lss on a half time. They say I shouldn’t complain, that I don’t how to keep a job. I just wanted my hours for that day, for I can pay my bills. I took it very bad, espcecially the way she was talking to me. So I should just be a pawn, and why do we even write contracts?
Here we go again. I’m deeply depressed, From that situation and all I’ve kept inside. I’ve been crying for one hour, and can’t seem to stop. I want to see no one. I don’t believe anymore. I think about suicide. Maybe I’m just a whining baby but I’d like my Dad to hug me.

Mar 04, 2009, 08:24AM PST | 2 cheers

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Scully

The difference is, whether I note my hours or not, I won’t be paid. Maybe I should start thinking about prostition. That pays cash. I’m already searching another job, or jobs. I just don’t know why. And no, that’s not true, I’m pretty alone. Happy? How? I don’t have taste for anything I like to do. Anyway, I don’t ask people to understand the years of masked depression. I can’t be fooled now. Thanks for dropping by. Honestly if it’s for moral spanking, don’t talk. Sorry I can’t do that game anymore.

Mar 04, 2009, 10:49AM PST | Parent | Respond to this

~hopped~ is working... Is there anything else?

if you think

it’s for moral spanking, that’s not it. I don’t say anything I don’t mean and don’t bother with small talk if I don’t want to talk. And this is no game. I know it and you know it.

I recently had to do without 10 days pay, so I know what it is to not get paid. It’s not right. I know.

But the blessing of this site is that there are people who have lived (or are living) the things that you mention. And understand. So please talk. It is our biggest tool to healing. Or working towards healing.

Mar 05, 2009, 12:07AM PST | Thread | Respond to this 3 cheers

Axx

hopped

I wish I had a tonne of cheers for you on this one.

Mar 05, 2009, 12:12AM PST | Respond to this

Scully

Okay then you’ll understand if I tell you I already lose 15 days in February and 15 days in April. Plus 28 hours in March. You count. It’s an ER solution I need.

Mar 05, 2009, 02:33AM PST | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

~hopped~ is working... Is there anything else?

Don't be afraid

of requesting government assistance if you need it. That’s why it is in place, for situations like this. And there are organisations which can help you if you do some research about what is available in your area.

I hear you in what you’re saying. We all have different levels of hardship and yours is in no way insignificant. It’s huge and you have every right to feel and act like you do. Just don’t give up. Never give up on what good can come of any bad situation.

Mar 05, 2009, 09:30AM PST | Respond to this 2 cheers

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if you think

hopped

Don't be afraid

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