lovely_lizzy Upp,upp and away :)
oh man, this hasn’t worked. I just yelled at my mother. I had a good reason, but it is not worth it. she will never change. she is psycho and always creates confusion and messes everything up. she doesn’t give a damn about family…this hurts me so much. I have always tried to help my parents organize their life and their finances but thy don’t want to. they always come up with terrible ideas and projects that cost money and make no sense. and the worst thing is that this jeopardizes all financial safety there is. this makes me worry and I told them so often. this is also the reason why I act bitchy around them. I can’t act normal. this is too serious. but they don’t care how much their behavior hurts me. so this really is not worth it…the worst thing is that I don’t think of them as stupid. they are intelligent people. this could all work so well.
Still I know acting like a maniac will make me unhappy. I won’t give my mother that. her mission in life seems to be to make people believe good loving relationships based on trust and understanding are not possible…there she is wrong!!!!