There is NO peace and there is no joy.

My world just crashed in around me and I have nothing but shattered pieces to look at and walk through.

I would appreciate it if anyone who has ever cared about me, anyone who has ever had me help them in even the slightest way. I am asking you to pray for me, I am asking you to send healing energy, good vibrations.

My life as I knew it is over and the plans I’ve made the past 4 years are done and gone. All in a letter nicely written and delivered at 6.45 this morning.

How I will make it through this and my fathers sickness I will never know. I just don’t think I’m going to make it through this.

Pray for me. I don’t think I’m going to make it through all this, it’s far to much for my spirit.