it’s so hard, like even this morning it’s already happened- we want to go on holiday but he wants to go away in Feb as it’s cheaper….I want to go away in the summer on a proper summer holiday to somewhere nice and hot, never been on holiday with a boyfriend before and it would just be so nice to go in the summer when I’ve finished my degree. But he doesn’t want to because he says it will be too expensive. I know he’s been away in the summer with previous girlfriends and I just feel left out and sad. He is 4 years older than me, last year he went travelling around the world with a friend and it’s like he doesn’t want to spend money on going away with me but is happy to spend thousands without me. I know that’s not really what’s happening but it just feels like that- unfair that other girlfriends have had proper summer holidays with him so why not me?