soulsistaa Writing to help me develop, grow and move forwards
Somedays, well most, I feel like I’m not over him, in fact, I know I’m not, I don’t think I’ve really had chance as he’s been coming and going since he moved out at Christmas.
I feel paranoia, fear, and all things negative at the thought of him being with somebody else. He said he needed a break from women and is not interested in being with anybody else. However, I find that may be hard to achieve for him, but it is possible.
B4, during & after me, he was emailing other females etc, why would that stop when we split up if he did it while we were together. I don;t know whats wrong with me, the man has hurt me so many times, he is toxic, but yet I still carry so much feelings for him. When we get along, its great, then he does something that upsets me..it doesnt last.
Lord help me!
seeing him on twitter sending certain rosey tweets to other female gets to me and it shouldnt, it makes me feel jealous and I’m not even with him anymore….