I still term myself a virgin. I have not had ‘sexual intercourse’ as defined by my Webster’s. I’ve done pretty much everything else though. Just that one thing that I can’t give up. I feel as though it’s my only connection to my faith. When I was sixteen I made a promise to God that I wouldn’t do that until I’m married. I feel like breaking that promise would further sever my already suffering relationship with Jesus. So I’d rather not do that. Sometimes I get sexually frustrated, to the point that I can’t masturbate anymore, and just feel like giving it all away. But then I watch a porno, and am greatful that I can please myself, LoL. This entry is semi-serious but not at all hypocritical. I’m a virgin. And I’m going to wait until I get married, So bLah!