Okay, this is extremely embarrasing but I’m 24 on sunday coming and I’ve never had a boyfriend…...(pause for laughter to stop)..Anyways, I’ve been out the closet for 6 years and it’s just not happened for me. I’m not ugly (I don’t think anyways) and I’m a nice guy but I think it’s my confidence that is what’s stopping me from finding that special someone. I’ve had “special” relationships with guys if you know what I mean ahem ahem…lol. But nothing serious. I watch TV now and whenever there’s a love story on a show or movie etc I find myself feeling really down as I’ve jst never experienced it. All I want is a chance to fall in love and somebody to like me in return, it’s not to much to ask for… I keep telling myself one day it’ll happen jst be patient. It’ll be amazingly, butterflies in stomach, can’t stop thinking about eachother fantastic. BUT I’m tired of waiting….

I’m tired of being alone.

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