Uh… so we were hanging out and did some pottery together which was OK… and then we hung out and did pottery again the next day.. and then the day after that we went to whistler together with some mutual friends… and I just realized how not cool she is.
Maybe it just took this much time… but she doesn’t even look hot to me anymore. not hotter than any average girl. and actually less hot. there is no spark anymore. I am not vying for her attention and praise anymore. her opinion means nothing.
now I mostly want to forget her. I should remember the good times we had together… but yeah. really glad that I don’t want to get back together with her. it was eating me up inside!