Well I don’t make an effort to show up where he is now. And I don’t think about him that much, but he seems to still be in the back of my mind a lot. But I think I’m more detached emotionally from the idea of him. All these other guys text me on weekends and I’m not excited about any of them but I just hang out with them.

I think this whole thing has made me more grounded which is good. So next time a guy is really sweet to me I will be better at staying grounded through it and hopefully not show too much feeling or not act the way I did around him. I’ve learned a lot through hanging out with him in the past. He’s a lot more mature than some of the other guys that contact me. I hope I find someone like him again.