Well, the uncertain situation I’ve been in for the last month has become more certain. We’re done for good. It’s a long story & I’m pretty frustrated right now, but what I do know is that its better now rather than later. I see now that he will never face his fears or his issues head on, he chooses to run away. And as he has been doing for the last three years, when the fear passes he’ll be back at my door wanting me again but this time will be different and I won’t be there. I know my worth and I deserve someone who will be there for me in the good times and the not so good times and ending this now frees me up to go find someone who can give me what I want from a relationship. I might be sad right now but I know that the future is bright :)