loving each day

let him go
stupid heart

I really should do this. I need to move forward. This is NOT what’s best for me. I know all this. I know it all too well. I keep repeating it to myself. I’ve known it from the start. I NEED to let him go.

But I just don’t want to.

Unfortunately it seems that while my head is pretty clever, but my heart is so very very stupid…

Jan 30, 2012, 01:36PM PST | 3 cheers


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loving each day

Thank you! Yes I know. I know that what we have is a fantasy basically, a fantasy which cannot, will not, ever amount to the kind of relationship I want, and need, and that I am definitely just wasting my time here. Still, he is wonderful.

Aug 19, 04:18AM PDT | Respond to this


 

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