it’s not healthy
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I can imagine...
That you do this because you are around some interesting people (I am comparing my self to them just reading your posts.) But, I can also imagine that if they invited you to be there, then you are also an interesting person…which is why I subscribe to you. But yes, comparisons, particularly in vulnerable moments, can be fatal. So stop! Good luck – you sound like you’re doing important work!!!
yes...
I’m around some very interesting people. It gets kind of funny sometimes. When I was at home, I would think about what I wanted to make of my life – what I wanted to see and do and be and try – you know, all that jazz. Then I got here – and the people in my group are just that! So that also makes it challenging and sometimes I want to go “hey! no fair, I havent done that!”

