I just wanted to let you know about the progress that this guy and I have made. We see each other everyday even if it’s for a short while and always try to make the time for each other. I know it’s really soon but it’s like he completes me.

We speak all the time(thank god for cellphones) and in a few short days I know so much about him. We decided to learn each others likes and dislikes together instead of just telling each other. That way creating memories that we can share(His idea).

I’m happy and it’s all because of the way he makes me feel. We are not in love YET but it’s going to be an amazing journey getting there.

Thank you again.
This would not have been possible if I just gave up.

Last Sunday he broke up with me. It hurts so much coz I was starting to fall for him. We had a few problems with trust and it ended our relationship before we could work things out.

It’s so awkward now when I see him and we both just ignore each other. I didn’t trust him completely and maybe I had reason to, but now I will never know. He never assured me of what I meant to him and when I would question his feelings for me he would just get defensive and argue.

Things wouldn’t have worked out between us coz trust would have always been an issue. And he wasn’t the person I thought he was. When I first met him he was amazing then I really got to know him. I didn’t like the person he really was but i was happy with us.

Guess he wasn’t the one after all. But I’m a strong chic and I won’t let this hold be back. Every minute I think about what I could have done differently is a minute wasted. And I don’t have time to waste on someone that doesn’t want me.