Have faith in nature. Not neccessrily God but in nature.

You have the key, because nature gave you the key. Nature or (the way universal life law works) Universal law is that the sun mus come up in the morning and the sun must come down at night. This will happen forever, it is very much so unlikely, so much so where you shouldn’t even give it any thought that one day the sun may rise at night or that it won’t come up at all.

To make it to sunrise. Sunrise actually clear the slate most times, unless you have really done someone bad, and still the sun brings in a new day.

For example if I hurt someone tonight, and they live and i live. Tommorrow morning I will wake up safe and sound in my private place and they will too. now will the person who got hurt try to live in their past and get back at me. Or will they have faith and move foward and forgive me, for the most part. And also will I live in fear of what happened yesterday or will I say fuck it I ain’t hidden,i ain’t worry about that person gettin me back, because honestly they might not try to get me back, and i would worry for nothing.

I may share some ideas that are distance or out of focus. but I hope you understand.

Lastly, Life does not get in rhthym with you, YOU GOT TO GET IN RYTHM WITH LIFE. You got to catch up with life. also the idea is not jsut waking up, honestly don’t worry NOBODY HAS EVER LIVED TRUE LIFE, because only the inventor of life can max out and fully live and enjoy his creation, we can only come as close “AS WE WANT TOO” to living true life, and a great palce to start is to get back to your natural self, the self that says I am shy around ladies or feel bored when im at the fuckin bar and not drinkin.

Oh yeah you feel bored, Hmmm . Maybe you need to think about the reason you are there, I find that moset times when I get high and then I leave from my friends it is becasue I start thinkin about shit and im like I am out of place.

Its a dirty game the devil “weed” plays on you.

Now if the money is made and that was your purpose for being there go home after you have accomplished your purpose.

If bored practice your music or paractice or research your main money maker. adn get more new ideas. All a man has is ideas. god gives us ideas, and all day long we are suppose to try and suceed in putting our ideas into action and at the end of the day rest up, because first of all it was hard as hell to put those ideas into motion and to see it happen. Plus on top of that we got ideas for tommorrow that we need to handle. so we need to rest up.

get your rest at night. That is why the sun goes down. because you need to be in the house, if you are not making money. If it wasn’t for electricity you wouldn’t be able to see at night meaning you really ain’t suppose to be out too much during the night.

However we are living in 2006 and as a musician most money is made at night, okay fine. but just keep in mind the idea of light and dark. there is nothing wrong with being out at night just remember in times when you are DEALING WITH THE WEED ISSUE . Remember these things when it comes to that weed.

Also when you beat the devil one day, It lessens his punch more and more. Like you say you was on the carpet, I doubt you will be down there tonight becasue you know nothing is down there, as long as you stay put you will being doing something else, and I cseriously doubt it will be looking for soem wee in the house you already couln’t find non in the house.

Now I got the key. But I still struggle to quit myslef. It is not easy.

but do you think it was easy for god to create humans or the trees sun , and all the oter shit, hell no he had to rest too remember. It is not easy and never will be as long as the devil exist. The devil is really nothing but the force that “tries” to stop you from moving foward. It can only try.

Remember “YOU ALWAYS HAVE A CHOICE, AND ALWAYS WILL UNTIL THE END OF (YOUR) TIME , SO IT IS IMPORTANT TO HAVE FUN WITH THE CHOICES YOU MAKE AND MAKE THE RIGHT ONES. BECASUE THIS IS THE ONLY WAY TO PERFOM AND PUT YOUR IDEAS TO REALITY IS BY MAKING CERTAIN CHOICES AND DESCISIONS. AND IDEAS ARE MAN’S TOYS FROM GOD. NOT EVEN A SPECIFIC IDEA. THE ART OF THINKING ABOUT IDEAS IS A GIFT OR OUR TOY THAT GOD GIVES US TO PLAY WITH EVERYDAY.

PEACE AND THANKS FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO SHARE MY IDEAS WITH YOU.

and lastly when you stop smoking and drinking and clean up and get some money the ladies will ahve a natural attraction too you, jsut think about all the competition them fools got conflicts and they don’t even want to solve them and women have to put up with them, we on the other hand will have no hang ups hell we even work when we want too. entrepreneurship . we will have no hang ups. They will be so happy to meet us and also so proud to be are women and to be with us. Be careful and try hard not to pimp them it may be too easy.

Peace