My boyfriend and I have dated for almost three years, and we decided that once we go off to seperate universities, that was it: we were done. We didn’t break up then, but continued along because we still loved each other.

Every day that I spend with him makes me wish he’d just dumped me then and there… because he’s the one who looked me straight in the eyes and said, “I don’t think I could handle a long distance relationship.”

He’s the only guy I’ve ever dated for more than a few months, he’s the only guy I’ve ever kissed, and he’s the only guy I’ve ever had more than just a crush on… and I wish I had the courage to let him go.