Summer is half over. I work in NYC. The beginning of summer was great and I thought the rest would be like that.

It has totally fizzled out and my days are boring as hell, I commute to work, I goto the gym(I do enjoy this part) and then I go home.

I haven’t really met any new people. I haven’t gone to a bar and made an ass out of myself. I haven’t made any new connections with girls… I don’t know how to stop being so lax about plans and bs.

I know I just need to jump head first into things, yet I simply can’t.