This goal is right in line with ‘believe in myself’. As I get older I feel like I need to just cut my losses and run. But, when every I try there is a huge part of me that won’t let that happen. I have my situation and they have there’s. The only way I’ll give up is if/when I have a kid. Because a parent’s life doesn’t matter anymore after a child is born. I need to plug away at my deeply personal goal.