what i do, i send 5 applications a day (almost) every day and all i got so far were 2 rejections.
i am not creating the brilliant opportunities in my life! why why why?
what is this glass ceiling I created for myself?
what fears and doubts are keeping me away from bliss?
ok, ok ok, calm down, calm down. just remember:
it’s all in the attitude.
it’s all in your head.
it’s only a though, and thoughts can be changed.
cmon relax.
breathe…

At this moment I am creating a wonderful new job.
It makes me happy and satisfied.
I feel cherished and respected.
I am relaxed but proactive and alert.
I am successful and achieving all I desire.
I am caring and giving. I have no fear. No need for fear.
Love is life. And life is love.

And I love working. I love waking up every morning and going to work.
I love working hard, I love being creative, I love learning new things, I love sharing the knowledge.
I care for and respect my co-workers. They are amazing, funny, creative, responsible people.

I am grateful for this opportunity to learn, to get to know myself a bit better.
I am grateful for the opportunity to realise what my dreams and my fears truly are.
I am grateful I live here and now. I am grateful for all the alternatives I have.
All is well. All good will come.

I deserve and accept the best.
I deserve and accept the best possible job right now.