Chadwyk M wants to be free
I should have said something more. I have this tradition that every friday I go and watch Sci Fi Friday with her. (Stargate SG-1 and Atlantis, And Gallactica when its on) I’ve been trying to give up pizza. This friday was the 200th SG-1 episode so I figured “fuck it” and ordered pizza from this place called Giovanni’s. I used the drive through window and this beautiful girl come to it andasks me about my order. I instantly look at her and thinks shes pretty but I’m always playing it cool so I never let on that I think that. (not yet at least this time) Whenever I go through drive throughs I like to make solid eye contact and give a beautiful smile (cause I have a great one) whenever possible. So thats what i do here. She tells me the total and i give her my cash and smile with good eye contact. I put the pizza down and turn back around to get my change. Another smile with eye contact and the usual customer vendor goodbye of thank yous then she closes the window. I am getting ready to pull away making sure everything is in its place, put my hand on the wheel to go and she opens the window again and says “Have a good night.” Now i know its not “Romeo, Romeo where fore art thou Romeo?” but come on, shes closed the window and then RE-opens it to wish me a good night. Am I wrong to feel special about that. Am I wrong to think I should have given or gotten a number. I’m not so savy when it comes to “first moves.” Sometimes I read gestures of politness to be hints of interest. I can’t help feeling I should have turned the car around gone back and asked her for her number, or at least her name. Has anyone ever said I wish I had taken less risks.



