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Stop writing other people's fairytales and start living in my own (read all 2 entries…)
*sigh* 2 years ago

The only reason I’m doing this is because I’m sick of writing other people’s fairytales. As dramatic as it sounds, it is sadly quite true.

Ever since I was in sixth grade I was always that messenger between my friends, the only girl that was friends with both girls and boys—therefore I was that ‘link’ for other girls to communicate with guys. I feel like the messenger that will never get the message—always the bridesmaid, never the bride.

My situation got even worse last year when I ended up getting two of my friends to meet—the two only got together because I thought they were a good couple. Eventually I literally ended up organizing/setting up their dates, what each has to say to each other, and more. It was horrible.

I know that that was quite stupid of me, but it breaks my heart having to see my friends so helpless, and most of the time I just ‘help’ them without realizing it.

I’ve never been in a relationship, yet I’m that person that my friends go to to get the scoop/the message. That will soon change. The new school year’s about to begin.

Aug 29, 2006, 11:31AM PDT | 1 cheer


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Oct 17, 2006, 10:57PM PDT

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Thank-you, so much.

Oh my god, thank-you so much for this comment, you have no idea how much you’ve helped me. <3 I always felt a bit shy talking about it with my friends, so I decided to just let it all out on 43T. =P

I’m in High school, and I agree with you that at the moment there are only a handful of guys I know that aren’t real idiots. =( It made me feel so good knowing that you’ve been through the same things I’m going through now, it gives me so much more courage and confidence.

So thank-you, seriously, for this comment. It’s so beautiful, and it has helped me immensely! =) Thank-you!

—$] xox

P.S. Again, I would give your comment all of the cheers in the world, but sadly I am out of cheers (they just keep disappearing and reappearing)! But the very first thing I’ll do once I find them again is cheer this comment. <3 Thank-you.

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