BLAH!

i hate this !! i hate the slacker that i have become on this! i feel horrible for the people who’s addresses i ‘ve received, that i’ve never written to yet. I feel even worse for the kind people whose lovely postcards i have received but havent acknowledged in any way. I’ve become a miserable failure at this whole mahvelous enterprise….

i honestly dont know what dynamic goes on in me that keeps me in this guilt-ridden, inert state. Depression, certainly, plays its part. But its something i LIKE... Why is it that depression keeps you from doing even the things you Enjoy ?!?

Ok, end rant & soapbox. Now you know the worst about me…
(laugh)

_{(O! if only that Was the worst—!!)}