Get a house, start a family, be happy, create a shelter for homeless and unwanted animals, have an equine school, take a course, become a singer, become an actress, become a success writer, improve my image, win stuff, have something exciting happen in my life! .....

But truth is I’m unemployed, no one would ever donate the money to me, or fund in anything, or give any financial help, I’ve searched, but seems impossible! So guess I’m just going to be a nobody with nothing! So far in my life for every 3% happiness I get the rest in disappointments, sadness.