My boyfriend and I broke up two days ago, and I had a feeling it was coming. We had tried a long distance relationship and we both knew it wasn’t working. But now, even though I knew our relationship was over, I still wish I was with him. I am afraid of being alone I guess, and worried that he will find someone else. I just want to be happy with me, happy with my life. Why do I feel the need to get back with him or find someone else asap?