i’m really need it…

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update:

i wrote that ‘thing’ 2 years ago.

today i’m 20 kg. less than then.

i don’t know wheather writing the ‘thing’ helped me fulfill the goal (partly); in matter of fact, i totally forrgot about that site (until somebody wrote an entry to one of my things), but maybe, deep in my mind, calling the goal in its name made me more ready to do it.