I just realized a couple things tonight… well I should say overnight.. lol I truly am a workaholic. I can’t believe I agreed to work for the next 3weeks (including this past saturday night) that I just agreed to work 6days, 10hrs a night. Well I guess someone has to do it. But the silver lining?! (as someone tells me…) Is… that I will have more funds and comp time to use for a trip I plan to take towards the end of October… I have been planning this for awhile now and am glad of sorts that it will come together. I also realized this while I was writing (actually finishing) an email too. lol anyhow I suppose if it comes together it’s worth it smile until then I can’t see myself anywhere else other than my fortress of solitude and the bonus?! no telemarketing calls… grrrr I can’t believe I fear the telemarketing calls. I used to remember when you could be at home and the only people that called you were people who wanted to talk… why is it that when I want to talk the telemarketers don’t want to chitchat it up a bit?! I want attention too! I don’t just wanna buy your 40pc set of tools! I want to hear what you have to say… how was your day?! lol really though I am impressed with the tenacity even though I have nervous ticks and flee my home,lol where I’m suppose to be comfortable, and have my privacy, but I have to come to work to have those exact things? it’s weird I guess. I need to switch to daytime hours so I don’t have to hear from the telemarketers and work more daytime hours? hrm is that right? would that allow me more time to spend with those that want my attention? or is this just fine as it is? I wish I knew so for now I keep putting the hammer to the anvil and hope the sparks that come about make something beautiful and useful.. even if it’s just an analogy.. I hope what I do makes life easier for someone else so they have the strength to fend off those persistent telemarketers!