as if it were the last day of my life. I want to live and do the things that i have always wanted to do. I want to live each day until I die. I mean really live not just survive, but LIVE the LIFE that I know is out there for me. Today I was let go from my job and it was the first time that I have ver been let go from anywhere, I thought about it and I am very happy it happened, now I am going to spend my life doing only the things that I want to, instead of doing the things that I have to. I paid off my house three years ago and my cars are paid. I put mopney away for my kids educations and so now I am going to live for me!