when I wrote this I hated my job. had no goals going for me. plus living pay check to pay check was not helping.
Now my job fired me . and I’m glad because I would of stayied with the shit hole.
I’m in Hawaii for a week. and going on a shark dive tommorrow
I have to admit this is rare. but I’m living adventureously.
I’m in a numbing void. things take awhile to affect me. I’m happy
I can tell because I find my self singing while I’m here. and I don’t sing.
plus I’m sneaking the internet na apple store in the hawaii mall.