So, our relationship has been getting progressively worse over the past few days. We have at least two hours of class together everyday yet we say no words to each other. Ever. So, today, we had our bio lab only 25 or so people, we get through the entire class not even making eye contact (Ugh.) and so we were in the computer lab and I was upset with him, very bitter, very passive aggressive. So, I get up to leave and I say hi. I debated it in my head, should I talk to him? And I knew the answer was yes, but I wanted him to acknowledge me in just some way. But, so I said hi, hows it goin, da da da… And we talked for like five minutes. About whatever and it was normal, but I could feel my knees shaking. We’re going over to his house tonight. I’m coming late. And, the thing is, now I’m excited to see him. I’m back to a place where I want to spend every second I can with him. Because, obviously, that increases the chances of our love for each other to become a reality. Anyway, I am slightly proud of myself for this. I could feel the passive aggressive tension building up inside of me and instead of letting it over take me (as I have been doing all week) I talked to him. I talked to him. Bleh. But, now I don’t know.. I’m upset that he didn’t talk to me. Which is dumb of me, but I am. Oh well. I’ll take these things as they come.