It’s my own damned fault. Don’t know what’s wrong with me!!!!

A friend has invited me to join Weight Watchers with her. I’m going to do it. I need to make a commitment to myself and see if through. I don’t even know what good portions are anymore. I can’t seem to focus and stay on track. I think a good support group and having to check-in weekly will help greatly. Also, I need recipes to give me a clue where to start. There’s a WW class just up the road from my job so I’ve really got no excuse.

I have a treadmill gathering dust at home which I will start using. I have all the “tools” – I just need to get on board and commit myself to this.

I am annoyed with myself as I promised I’d lose weight in 2006. With 3 months to go, I haven’t a lot of time. I would love to be slimmer for Xmas. I won’t lose 75lbs by then but I could lose at least half of my excess weight.