Next weekend, I will be beginning to move up north with the people I cherish. I’m scared and excited. I am nervous to find a new job but I know God will guide me in the right direction. This decision has been very difficult for me as it has meant that I’ve had to stand up to my aunt and uncle and tell them what they thought was right for me, was wrong to me. I did work up the nerve, after I gave notice to my job. I am working hard to find a new job and get prepared for the financial struggles I know are sure to come. In the back of my mind, I know I’m doing what is right for my boys and myself, but it’s so difficult not to question yourself. I feel as though any move toward finishing my education, cannot be a mistake. Whatever pitfalls come, I will deal with them. I have thought this through for about six months now and I believe I’m making the right choice. As I said, it’s just difficult not to doubt yourself. Especially when you have two little ones depending on you to make the right choices.