so i’m going everyday, or at least everyday minus a few due to general life conflicts, and my teeth still grind a bit at the thought, but i always feel good afterwards…i’m stronger, that i know for sure…it’s bizarre that the first thing people often ask when you tell them you go to the gym is whether or not you’re losing weight…doesn’t stronger matter more…i’m not trying to be idealistic or naive, we’ve all seen the outline our bodies are supposedly supposed to form, the curvy yet tiny shadow we should cast and on some level i guess i am seduced, but stronger…i want to be in it for stronger…hell yes, i do