Im really frustrated.
I havent gotten anything done today. Its 338 and I have so much studying to do. I told myself if I didnt go back to bed this morning that I could have until 1130 to do anything I wanted. So Iknit, until 1230, then I worked out for an hour and then took a shower and straightened my hair, and then checked my email and its already late afternoon.
I want to skip my useless class tonight and use the time to do work. we just had a test so I would have a lot of time to catch up on whatever I missed (besides, the last few guest instructors have only read to us, which if they havent figured out yet I can do at home by myself) but I cant lie to NG and he will ask how class was. I dont want to feel guilty for doing what I want to do, and I dont want to feel like I am disappointing him, but right nwo I think that I would get the most out of my night by getting off line, putting the lime and chili almonds away, and making out the damn index cards I have to make for class, so that I can go to work tomorrow and actually get something done.