hehe. i know how you feel! apparently it means your not a bad person when that happens. a conscience creeps in and confuses things by making you question everyting. thats why patter, like things you do every day. have to be, to all intensive puposes. real on some levels. Phone a friend or find a good bar where you can let your guard down. relax and talk absolute nonsense. this makes surface chit-chat easier as you can do it tougue in cheek. be careful though, this can mae you look like a dick. finelines ma fwend.