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Like a bubble of sadness 3 years ago

We were at the restaurant in London on sunday night with Bruno and MarieStardust ^{yes we missed the Eurostar. Don’t mention it please} and started to talk about sex. Well actually, they asked me to add my contribution to the week-end conversations, at last :)

Anyway : I started to tell them about the stories we invented together, F and I, while in bed… And suddenly, against all expectations, tears came to my eyes… I really didn’t expect them, it was a surprise…

I decided to let come what had to come, and cried my eyes out, for a few minutes, into the restaurant toilets…. Then everything was OK back, except for my red eyes.

It felt like a little bubble of sadness I didn’t know about had suddenly burst… Well, I’m happy it showed itself out. Maybe it hadn’t before because I had never told anyone about this ?

Oct 24, 2006, 01:10PM PDT | 5 cheers

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MarieStardust

First,

we really felt like shit. I’m sorry.
Second… Maybe it’s good you realised it makes you sad.
And last… I know it’s hard, dear. And I think you’re really brave.

Oct 25, 2006, 05:14AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

pask

You shouldn't

be sorry. I’m happy the bubble burst, I’m happy I realised this sadness was here, about that... I’m happy you both helped it to come out.

And also… you both exactly reacted the perfect way.

Oct 25, 2006, 08:42AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 2 cheers

MarieStardust

I'll remember this

next time I help make a friend cry.

Oct 25, 2006, 08:51AM PDT | Respond to this 1 cheer

mOz

Courage!

^{It’s the first virtus.}

Oct 28, 2006, 04:25AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

pask

Thanks, mOz

but you know, I don’t feel like I’ve needed courage here. It was more a matter of accepting, of letting go. There wasn’t anything to fight against, anything to be brave about… Just had to accept what was coming. And fortunately, that’s exactly what I’ve learnt to do, in the past months !

Oct 28, 2006, 04:39AM PDT | Respond to this 2 cheers

Baluka

I think

what we try to hide comes out at some point and that´s good. YOu needed that moment of crying your eyes out and maybe feel better after that. It´s good for you that you had the chance to tell anyone.
Hope you are better now : )

Oct 28, 2006, 06:43AM PDT | Thread | Respond to this 1 cheer

pask

Thanks for you kind words

and yes, I am much better yet !

Oct 31, 2006, 09:13AM PST | Respond to this 2 cheers

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First,

You shouldn't

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Courage!

Thanks, mOz

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