What a perfect person I would be if I actually did what I know is right :P I’m great at giving advice… but when it comes to taking my own advice… lol, that just doesn’t happen. So, with this goal I thee… try to do better. The last few months have been really hard for me. In 6 months I’ve gone from living with a man I really love to moving half way across the country to escape a bad break up. I’m living in a dorm with people 10 years younger than me… taking classes in a subject that I love but am unsure if I want to commit my life to… hearing stories about my ex and his new girlfriend… and so far only made one real friend who I more often than not have an incredibly hard time relating to. Did I mention that I’m not good with change. Needless to say I’ve noticed my depression increasing, my faith growing listless, my feelings of lonliness increasing, and my alcohol consumption growing a wee bit out of control. I feel like I’m hanging on to my life by a thread and I fear that if I don’t focus on the few things I do have, like school, then I… I really don’t know where I’ll be or what I’ll have left. It’s scary to have your footing in life be one big toe on the edge of a cliff… With that said, I think it goes without saying why I need to curb my drinking right now.