I am praying and he doesnt belive in prayer, but he lets me do it. I feel so lost because I try to make him happy and he wants at time to gie up growing. But I am connected to him, and when we fight I can only lay on top of him and tell him how much I love him. I wish that he would want things for himself, like college. I want to be his wife not his mommy. I just want for us to be happy.. Help me Creator!