it hasn’t been long since i got into the game of flirting and showing that I am open …and … the things that have happened ever since are amazingly weird and annoyingly vague … I no longer wish to blame myself for what happens but if I don’t then there must be something I’m not getting about the men’s way of thinking. I’m not suggesting that women are easy to figue out – God, we are mysteries too – but… I thought men had the reputation of being more straight forward… I am simply surprised!