So this whole gained-back weight thing has given me stress, I’ve found that I’m a procrastinating perfectionist (wanting it to be perfect…but waiting until the last minute to start) and that’s given stress, been in a generally bad mood from being stressed and everything else.

So I’m not feeling my most beautiful.
To be beautiful, I’d just like… this weight to be lost, for me to be in rockin-awesome shape, to get my usually-natural tan back, for this acne-breakout to clear up (it’s just recently happened at the most unconivent time!), dye my hair and…

I guess it’s mostly vain/superfical things… But they are things that I just want to have more confidence… y’know?