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DeAr bRoThEr :- U R So wElCoMe aNyTiMe

I just spent my few last entries complaining about how much I want to feel loved and be happy. Then I read your entry and have renewed hope…

There is love out there, I just haven’t found it yet and until then I look to you for hope

Thank you

DEaR Hope.. I WRoTe u tHiS :-

aNd pLeAsE sAy iT LoUdLy

I’M GoNnA

Put it all behind me
Then step forward, one foot at a time.
Take a deep breath
And open my eyes
To see who has stuck around
And who just walked away.

I’m really doing fine
And my heart is still in tact.
Everything will piece itself back together
Just let time do it’s job.

You placed me somewhere
I had never been
And I started to give up all hope
When the rays of sunshine from his smile
Came in and broke the shadows.

I’m starting over
This is a new beginning,
A possibility for a second chance.
I may have lost a sense of love
But the people who really matter
Will teach me what it’s all about.

I don’t need you bringing me down.
I don’t need you ruining another good day.
I don’t need you, you and all your problems.

SeE Ya ALl
UrS FoReVeR FaWzIa
NaShWaN AL-YeMeN

Mr. HoPe WrOtE a GrEaT PoEm bUT NoW iT’S My TuRn

I’m so tired,
but I can’t sleep
just thinking about you,
and what we used to be.

I wanna be over this,
over this hurt, and over you,
but nothing seems to work
to help get me through.

why do I feel this way,
why do I care,
when you only want pain ,
it doesn’t seem fair.

I wish I could let you know,
and then you would see
just how I feel, and
everything you are to me.

UrS FoReVeR FaWzIa
NaShWaN AL-YeMeN

to love is to give your heart and soul
and to someone elses control

whever we say yes or no
to where are lives should go

and in the end i find that you play me
like the love sick fool named lee

to love is to love truly
and on moonly

lit nights i dream
of what could have been

The first time I saw u FaWzIa
I knew that I loved you
I think u are VERY cute
And
I told my friend to talk to u
and
you said I was handsome
did u mean it ?
or
was u just saying that
so u would not hurt my feelings?
I wrote u a note today
And
told u to call me
but u haven’t yet
maybe I am just not your type
cause I see u hang out with all the preps
and
that is just not me
or
maybe u are just shy
who knows
but
I really like u
and
I hope you like me to
but
who knows
I just hope u don’t reject me????

I know it is not to good but this is to a Girl that I really really like…. tell me what to do ???? ..

UrS FoReVeR FaWzIa
NaShWaN AL-YeMeN

You told me Once you wished it
was me,
That I was
for you but you just couldnt see.

We agreed to be friends,
But Deep down inside
I wished it was more.

There was a time where I would have thrown away everything,
For another chance at being with you.

I see you and I’d be lieing,
If I said that it didn’t hurt like hell.

I asked for the brutal truth,
You said there was no regrets.

The hardest thing I’ve ever had to do,
Is walk away from you.

It was your decision to end it,
I haven’t quite accepted that.

You see me and don’t seem phased,
I see you and don’t know what to do.

I’m trying to move on,
I know it’s a process.

You don’t know what you want,
I hope you figure it out.
So Soon …

UrS FoReVeR FaWzIa
NaShWaN AL-YeMeN

One day I was standing , With the rain upon my face wondering
if you’d ever be here with me . You left Me one day with tears on your face, Saying ,you’ll never come near. I know i wasn’t perfect FOR YOU , I know i didn’t care much ,
You were in my wonderful world
Now you won’t be there. I wanted to say Sorry, the minute that you walked out, But now the most THING that i can do, Is sit Down on the floor and pout .You were my world ,love ,& The only joy until you left that day,
Now the least Thing that i can do is To wonder what you’d say.what exactly would you say ??? If i Start a New Life , I bet you’d say I Don’t Care before I go of on you. Now all that is in my world today, Is what and how we used to Love each Other . I miss you FaWzIa .

UrS FoReVeR FaWzIa
NaShWaN AL-YeMeN

If I could save time in a bottle
the first thing that I’d like to do
is to save every day ‘til eternity passes away
just to spend them with you

if I could make days last forever
if words could make wishes come true
I’d save every day like a treasure and then
again I would spend them with you

if I had a box just for wishes
and dreams that had never come true
the box would be empty except for the
memories of how they were answered by you

but there never seems
to be enough time to do the
things you want once you find them
I’ve looked around enough to know that
you’re the one I want to go through time with .

UrS FoReVeR FaWzIa
NaShWaN AL-YeMeN