Dee

stop dwelling on the past
I can't seem to stop... 2 years ago

But I’m still trying. Thoughts of the past will consume me and leave me depressed over things I can’t change. I can hardly ever be alone, I’m so needy I always need company (99% of the time my boyfriend) or I will be left to my own devices- sitting by myself, dwelling and dwelling.

Dec 11, 2006, 07:04AM PST


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Lani is hoping for the best.

I get it. =/

This sounds terribly familiar. What compells us to focus so constantly on things we can’t change and things we’ve even learned from?

Jan 10, 2007, 09:22PM PST | Thread | Respond to this

Dee

I really wish I knew. I’m a pretty insecure person. Maybe it’s because we’re afraid of repeating the past in some cases. I wish I knew though, so I could make it all stop.

Jan 11, 2007, 12:58PM PST | Respond to this


 

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